I never know for sure that love can be this bad and scary, although it comes only a few days ago. It cracks my fragile heart suddenly into a random pieces, when my friend brought me a bunch of gossips which he's in it. Then i start to hear she's telling, but my heart automatically denied the last quarter of that story.
I feel like life had put me on the hardest part today. Besides, my self defense mechanism failed to calculate how much i can definitely survive and stand. It is not about regretting what i have done, but it is about forgetting something i was just built up.